@combatdavey I know this sounds trite. You have got this. I know your pain. I was a university professor for 25 years, and have a PhD and a million publications, and the fact is, no one really reads anything anymore. Words, sadly, are written by bots and who the f-knows-what. My designer and artist friends are in the same boat. Breathe, and repackage your skill... you will find your groove. It took me a few years, and a million frustrations, but eventually, it happened. I wish you luck and will help along the way if you want. :-)